Tuesday, December 28, 2010
Yesterday I discussed briefly the spirituality of my childhood. For the last eight years or so, the arrow of my moral compass has pointed toward India (though recently it was begun to shift back toward Japan, where it had been for at least a decade prior.) My yoga teaching has been largely inspired by my teacher Tias Little, and one of the reasons I chose Santa Fe as my point of re-entry was in order to study with him. In 2010 I took three, one-week yoga teacher trainings, two as a participant and one as his assistant. During my times on the mat with Tias, I learn far more than I can hope to pass on. And more important, I follow verbal breadcrumbs that lead me exactly to where I am.
(The following entries are things that profoundly resonated with me at the time of training and are basically nothing more than a self-indulgent recording of that. Be forewarned.)
How interesting that as infants we engage the world strictly orally. Later, we create the world through another oral process, through words.
Reality as film: the illusion of the continuation of image. The stills are the aggregates. The light of our being serving as the light that animates.
Regarding the Chakras (ala the Anatomy of the Chakras training I was in), I'm currently stuck in the Vishuddha, as a writer, and as one who has recently returned to the land of my mother tongue.
Humor in the US of the put-down variety, a competition like everything else here. Japanese humor more of the pratfall variety, a social release valve.
Time spent near water increases prana. Relates to my own philosophy that the World's most beautiful cities are those that utilize their waterfronts well.
Incense is time literally passing before our eyes.
I'm an introvert with extrovert tendencies. I consistently play out my internal dramas and process in conversation. (Sorry!)
In Japanese, 'perception' is chikaku. Chi=knowledge. Kaku=Comprehension, satori, awakening.
Disillusionment with American life is a sign that I'm once again emotionally invested.
Buddhist eight-fold path related to Chakras, as stages toward liberation. (As are the 7 cities of Cibola, according to the incredible writing of Frank Waters).
I wanted to be a star in the land of conformity (Japan). I want to be conformist in a land where everyone wants to be a superstar. (US)
In this New Mexico of dramatic outer landscapes, I pass most of my time in inner landscapes. I need to return to external landscapes, including those citified.
On the turntable: Stiff Little Fingers, "B's, Live, Unplugged, and Demos"